Monday, April 23, 2007
Never ever EVER go for Bodycombat after a 2 week hiatus..Esp when you're still recovering from a back sprain from bending over to apply makeup for 6 dancers in a row..Pfttt...Clever Sumi.Anyone else feeling empty? I feel empty.. Nothing-ness..Devoid of feelings..And its not nice. I hate it. I don't want to feel this way but I do. Somedays I just feel that even if I scream out loud, no one will hear me. I guess its coz I am a very good actress. I may be feeling like crap but I'll still have a smile on my face for someone else in need of cheering up. I swear ppl actually get shocked when they find out Im depressed. They're like "But how can you be depressed? You're Sumi!!"Like hellooooo??? I am the depression queen. I just hide it very well. Only my heart shaped pillow with arms (courtesy of Ikea) knows my every tear and sob story. Pfffttt..Monday blues and all that crap..Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and Im ashamed, bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late,
Im already tornPS: Oh a ray of joy..My Bobbi Brown Gel Liner and MAC Red lippie just arrived in the mail..HeheheLater..