Friday, April 17, 2009

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable
I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing
before I realized your game I heard,
you're going around Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter


Wednesday, April 08, 2009

It's after midnight and shes on you phone
Sayin'come over cuz shes all alone
I could tell it was your ex by your tone
Why is she callin now after so long

Now, what is it that she wants
Tell me what is it that she needs

There's no need to reminisce bout the past
Obviously cuz that shit did not last

I've seen her photo, she aint even all that
So if you want her back, you can take her back
Cuz game recognize game, i can do the same thing
Get it right, change or take back this ring

Wutcha gon' do when you cant say no
And the feelings start to show boy I really need to know and..
How ya gonna act
How ya gonna handle that
Wutcha gonna do when she wants you back


Guess we know the answer to that...


Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Without you knowing I started listening to Disturbed..Yes, your band..And this song is for you

NUMB

Bleeding now
I'm Crying out
I'm Falling down and
I'mFeeling nothing like
Laughing now
I'm Stopping now
I'mReaching out and
I'm Feeling nothing

Yeah, you have created a rift within me
Now there have been several complications
That have left me feeling nothing
I might say, you were wrong to take it from me
Left me feeling nothing

Crawling now
I'm Beaten down
I'mTortured now and
I'mFeeling nothing
I can feel you ripping and tearing
Feeding and growing inside of me
I want this, more than you know
I need this, give it back to me


Monday, April 06, 2009

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

One week and counting..