Friday, April 17, 2009
When I, thought I knew you Thinking, that you were true I guess I, I couldn't trust 'Cause your bluff time is up 'Cause I've had enough You were, there by my side Always, down for the ride But your, joy ride just came down in flames 'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm After all of the stealing and cheating You probably think that I hold resentment for you But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong 'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through So I wanna say thank you'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder It makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker Makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter Never, saw it coming All of, your backstabbing Just so, you could cash in On a good thingbefore I realized your game I heard, you're going around Playing, the victim now But don't, even begin Feeling I'm the one to blame 'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh After all of the fights and the lies Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore Uh, no more, oh no, it's over 'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down So I wanna say thank you'Cause it makes me that much stronger Makes me work a little bit harder Makes me that much wiser So thanks for making me a fighter Made me learn a little bit faster Made my skin a little bit thicker It makes me that much smarter So thanks for making me a fighter
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
It's after midnight and shes on you phone Sayin'come over cuz shes all aloneI could tell it was your ex by your tone Why is she callin now after so long Now, what is it that she wants Tell me what is it that she needs There's no need to reminisce bout the past Obviously cuz that shit did not last I've seen her photo, she aint even all that So if you want her back, you can take her back Cuz game recognize game, i can do the same thing Get it right, change or take back this ringWutcha gon' do when you cant say no And the feelings start to show boy I really need to know and.. How ya gonna act How ya gonna handle that Wutcha gonna do when she wants you back Guess we know the answer to that...
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Without you knowing I started listening to Disturbed..Yes, your band..And this song is for youNUMBBleeding now I'm Crying out I'm Falling down and I'mFeeling nothing likeLaughing now I'm Stopping now I'mReaching out and I'm Feeling nothingYeah, you have created a rift within meNow there have been several complicationsThat have left me feeling nothingI might say, you were wrong to take it from meLeft me feeling nothingCrawling now I'm Beaten down I'mTortured now and I'mFeeling nothing I can feel you ripping and tearingFeeding and growing inside of me I want this, more than you knowI need this, give it back to me
Monday, April 06, 2009
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don't bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI'm not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm okBut that's not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin' to doIt's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I'm doin' ItIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regretBut I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was trying to doOne week and counting..