Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Wow its been 5 months!! I've missed blogging! So much shit has happened..good,bad and the unexpected. Am bloggin via my awesome new Blackberry so I won't be sharing much for now! Am waiting for the lovely Vithi to come up with my new layout and I'll be back blogging like normal!


Monday, May 25, 2009

Need I say more?

So he went back to his stinkin ex..Yeah the very same ho that destroyed his life. You're amazed? Imagine how I felt..But all I can say is..You earned a whole lotta bad relationship karma..So watch your back. And you know what..You ARE exactly like the one person you hated to be compared with. Sucks doesnt it..But YOU made that choice.

Friday, April 17, 2009

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable
I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing
before I realized your game I heard,
you're going around Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

It's after midnight and shes on you phone
Sayin'come over cuz shes all alone
I could tell it was your ex by your tone
Why is she callin now after so long

Now, what is it that she wants
Tell me what is it that she needs

There's no need to reminisce bout the past
Obviously cuz that shit did not last

I've seen her photo, she aint even all that
So if you want her back, you can take her back
Cuz game recognize game, i can do the same thing
Get it right, change or take back this ring

Wutcha gon' do when you cant say no
And the feelings start to show boy I really need to know and..
How ya gonna act
How ya gonna handle that
Wutcha gonna do when she wants you back

Guess we know the answer to that...

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Without you knowing I started listening to Disturbed..Yes, your band..And this song is for you


Bleeding now
I'm Crying out
I'm Falling down and
I'mFeeling nothing like
Laughing now
I'm Stopping now
I'mReaching out and
I'm Feeling nothing

Yeah, you have created a rift within me
Now there have been several complications
That have left me feeling nothing
I might say, you were wrong to take it from me
Left me feeling nothing

Crawling now
I'm Beaten down
I'mTortured now and
I'mFeeling nothing
I can feel you ripping and tearing
Feeding and growing inside of me
I want this, more than you know
I need this, give it back to me

Monday, April 06, 2009

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

One week and counting..

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Happy New Year my gorgeous ppl!! I have WAY too many Bali pics so I shall save all those for a seperate post. We decided to head down to Cafe Del Mar since Danny and Sabrina were in town and apparently I still haven gotten over beaches even after my Bali trip!

EVERY tourist in Bali was sporting one of these..So I had to get one for my beloved.

Bet you didnt realise I only had one coloured contact lens in..Coz my left eye was hurting like a bitch and I took that lens out leaving me looking like a crazy one green eyed person.

Love her tattoo..
Danny the 'tablestand' and his wonderful gf, Sabrina

Up to our usual antics
On to the recent purchases!! I snagged 2 Victoria Secrets perfumes at DFS on the flight back..How cool that they have VS now!

This one is so cute!! You pick it up and it makes this purring sound! Hehe..Scares the loving shit out of me when I fumble around my dresser in the dark though..

Pretty bling bling Jesse's Girls quads..

I am starting to love quads and palettes.. These are perfect coz they contain all the colours for a smokey eye look or a neutral goldish look..

And I love the pigmentation and textures of the colours..Not chalky at all..And all for USD4.99 each!

2 more NYX single eyeshadows..In Black Sparkle and Chai

Another DFS buy..MAC Blusher in Dollymix!!
Dont be fooled by the bright pink..Its got this lovely sheen to it and doesnt come off THAT pink. Its actually a buildable colour on me. I love it coz it gives this radiant glow!

Ooooo..What might this be??
Ta daaaaaa! My 28 piece neutral palette from Coastal Scents!! I was a lil sceptical about how these relatively cheap palettes would perform.. But this palette is amazing! I love how some colours are matte and some are shimmer. But you most definately have to use a base/primer first. I think I paid like USD 21.95 for this.
My favourite shades!

Chritsmas presents from the bf!
Matching Guess bag and wallet!!
My Christmas party/Nurul's bd party look..I love doing curls with my straightener!

Excuse the awkward face..But it shows the makeup well!

Poor boy was sick..*sayangs*
My Christmass pressie to the bf..Everlast jacket!
See what I do at parties..Make the boy strip..Hehehe..he sure loves his tattoos. And I love them too!

His most recent one..Baby Krishna..Cho cuteeee!

My new favourite purchase..Bumpits!! So cool I tell you. I would spend like ages teasing my hair to get the 'bump' effect hairstyle..And the teasing damaged my hair quite a bit. Then I saw a spree for these Bumpits and quite literally squealed like a small kid!

All you have to do is place these plastic insets at the base of your crown and flip your hair over the insert..Apply hairspray and ta daaaaa..Instant bump! No need for teasing at all! And they have 3 sizes for all occassions..

I used the Hollywood size (biggest one) for NYE and loved it! Took me like 5 mins to do and lasted the whole night. Takes a lil getting used to though.
I love Big Hippie Hair!! Hehehe


And oh..We got couple-ringed! Love LOVE LOVE our rings! *blush*
Had our NYE dinner at Cha Cha Cha's in Holland V before heading down to Indochine for the countdown. We didn want to do the whole clubbing scene coz it would be madness..

Getting ready to pop the champagne at midnight!
Ahem..Champagne tipsy!
Celebrating 2009 with my one and only..
Holland V was so packed!! Hehe..But it was all good fun coz everyone was getting in the spirit with giant poppers and sparklers

That was one long post! Anyways I hope 2009 will be filled with happiness, love and new beginnings. Ive been blessed with an extraordinary family, wonderful friends and a loving soulmate and I am so thankful for the love these ppl bring to my life. *Muacks*